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Mar. 23rd, 2008 | 02:46 pm

WOW... my friend called me around 3 yesterday and asked me if i would ride with her to see her granny in SC. She wasnt doing well....She called me at 12:56 and told me that her grandmother had passed. .... i made her repeat it. I had only met her granny once. but i liked her a lot. she's (..she was) funny. I told key a few times.. when u go back to see her i wanna go.

But its so weird, we take everything for granted. we take tomorrow for granted, the people in our lives, the things we have going on. And just when u make up ur mind to address the situation.... its gone.

and im so passive about everything. In the back of my mind i think everyone lives forever. I know that sounds weird...but i have never lost anyone close to me. and i have never gone to a funeral. and i know this sounds stooopid but afraid that once i start going.. i wont stop.... granted.. i know thats inevitable but....:(


And now that i think about... People dont have to die for it to be too late.....but thats a whole other entry...

But i dont know how to consol her. Im almost certain that its impossible. When it happens to me.. im not even sure i want anyone to say anything to me.How will i be told... my mom doesnt even like to tell me when someone is sick...

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Slynn

From: missslynn
Date: Mar. 24th, 2008 12:22 am (UTC)
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Aww thats so sad!
I have actually been to quite a few funeral.. kinda weird lol. But I have never really been to one for anybody I have been close to.

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